Rambling Forgets

i wanna forget how it feels to kiss intensley
how his lips felt when we kissed
how his nails feel on my back
how much i gave without getting back
I wanna forget that our son has his smile
i wanna forget that this is his child
I wanna forget all the times he made me laugh
every smile that we had
I wanna forget the day when met
in a middle school hallway
i wanna forget his charm
I wanna erase this history
and pretend it never was
i wanna forget every tear
every minute, every hour, every day, every year
I wanna forget how much he meant
I wanna forget the fairytale
Kings, Knights, and princes dont exsist
I wanna close my eyes and wake up tomorrow
and not know his name
I wanna have amnesia to his game
its not fair how much i have suffered
but I cant forget the pain and heartache
and how each tear i cry are all for this one guy
maybe the pain will help me forget
I just wanna forget this BITCH