Loss for Words

Its like I can not write anymore
liek words on the pages are ignored
my mind has traveled to a dark place
grey skies, thunder, hail storms with no escape
what words
they are misplaced
unspoken, unwritten, no longer exsistant
time is still
the words wont spill
what is happening
the train has arrived and my mind is still empty
Lost
I can not speak
Silence...windows breaking
have i lost my mind or just the words inside
Tick Tock...I hear the clock
time ticks so slow
but at least its starting to move
where did the words go
the words are slow
heartbeats, no speech
just a rambling beat
the words that were are no longer there
i am so scared
if i can not speak and the words do not form
who will help me escape from the Norm
the insanity is playing tricks on my words
No strength to give
no love lost
Just words lost to a thought
where did they go
I lost the description
need a prescription
then maybe they will return
and the sanity will regain
who am i without my words
i will try again to be free
Remember the words that make me me
the words that will help me define who i'll be
i need to search and find these words lost within