DEATH OF A FRIENDSHIP

So here it goes

I cant let go

I miss my friend and the truth

I miss talking to you

The goals and dreams

even growing to be better things

being you with me

and me being truely me

I feel like my puppy died

even though I dont have tears to cry

I just want to scream aloud

and throw a tantrum like a spoiled child

We agreed to always be friends

Now because of some insecure Bitch

its like we never began

I didnt want things to happen this way

but that bitch caught me on a drunk day

What was I suppose to say

U were my nigga and fuck the sex

and anyting that happened i dont regret

it was the realest thing and the truth

maybe i am the only one who can see the truth

maybe it is my age and wisdom too

cuz i just cant get over the friend i had in you

I want to talk to u about my new friend

I want to be able to start again

minus the sex and other intimacies

I just want to kick it with my nigga

and do nigga things

how can u go back to something so strong

i dont know

but i'm gone leave this alone

friends no more and tho its sucks

what else is there to do but give up

I guess i was just friends with the wrong one